The Self-redemption Journey of A Girl In Foreign Trade

Hello, this is Cassiel-zhu.

In July 2022, I moved from Chongqing to Shanghai to begin my career in international trade.

Since I was 19, I have been deeply influenced by the writer Sanmao. Her way of seeing the world shaped my understanding that life does not have to follow a fixed path. It can be a journey across cultures, places, and different ways of living.

In many ways, my decision to work in international trade was also inspired by her worldview. I wanted to see a larger world and understand how people live, think, and express themselves in different cultural contexts.

After starting my career, I stepped into the real structure of global business—clients, orders, cross-border communication, time differences, and cultural gaps. I gradually entered a more complex and realistic world shaped by international trade.

Over the past few years, I have traveled to Germany, France, Italy, Switzerland, and Mexico. Each country gave me a different rhythm of life, a different way of thinking, and a different way of expression. These experiences made me realize how vast the world truly is.

But beyond external experiences, the most profound transformation has happened internally.

I often feel that I shift between INTJ and INFJ. One side of me is rational, structured, and focused on efficiency and control. The other side is sensitive, emotional, and constantly reflecting on meaning, relationships, and identity.

I see myself as someone who is still in the process of self-repair and reconstruction.

Someone who is trying to step out of the emotional patterns of her original family, while at the same time learning to understand, accept, and eventually reconcile with them.

This blog is where I choose to document that process.

The content of this blog will primarily be written in English.

I will use English to record my life experiences, reflections, emotions, and personal growth. I will also share my experiences in international trade, as well as my observations of a globalized world.

For me, writing in English is not only a language practice. It is also a way of training my thinking, and a way to connect more deeply with a larger world.

Here, you will see my growth, my relationships, my confusion, and my transformation. You will also see the real journey of an ordinary person working within global trade.

At the same time, this blog is also my way of training consistency in expression, thinking, and output. It is not only a record, but a long-term process of self-construction.

If you are interested in international trade, English expression, or the journey of a young woman exploring both the world and herself, you are welcome to follow this space.

There are no perfect answers here—only real processes.

8 Pallets BOPP TAPE-Shipping ✅

2025 10th Jan, 8 Pallets Bopp Jumbo rolls were shipped today!

Thanks my friend Loukik, thanks for choosing Cassiel and SHOTAPE group.

I still remember Loukik, we first met is in Propak fair in Shanghai China in 19th June.

We met in a corner of a busy exhibition booth, where I noticed him searching for products. Unsure if he needed tape, I decided to approach him and introduce our adhesive solutions. 

To my surprise, we quickly discovered that our businesses were quite similar, leading to a productive exchange of contact information. 

This was his first time visit to China in 2023, and I couldn't help but feel that our meeting was a fortunate coincidence. 

After then, I invited him to our company. We talked about adheisve tape business, during the past time, if he has adhesive tape needs, he will talk with me, I will also try my best to help him. 

Gradually, we built trust in each other. I approached his needs with seriousness and responsibility, and my patience and friendliness were acceptable by him. As a result, we began to engage in business transactions.

This year in November，he comes to China again, this time he comes not alone, but with his beautiful wife.

We had dinner together. After Chinese trip, he back to India. I really thanks for him, he always tell me, China is very big, very nice, China is very Beautiful. 

Woo, thank you so much. You can belive that Cassiel will help you on your business with all my patience. I hope we can continue to improve together and go further. 

 With MY Puppy QQ

QQ is the best companion in my life. Ever since that sunny day on May 18, 2024, when I brought her home, she has become an indispensable part of my life. QQ is a lively and playful Corgi girl who often makes me laugh.

Every morning, I take her for a walk in the park. QQ is always eager to dash into the grass, chasing butterflies and birds, as if the whole world is her playground. Her joyful barks make me feel that every moment in life is filled with fun and energy. Watching her roll around and frolic on the grass fills my heart with happiness. Whenever she turns to look at me with her bright eyes, I can't help but laugh out loud.

As time goes by, QQ has become more than just a pet; she is my best friend. We have shared countless joyful moments together. I remember one time when I was busy at my desk, and she quietly lay at my feet, occasionally looking up at me as if to silently support me. In that moment, I realized that no matter how busy life gets, I am never alone with QQ by my side.

As QQ grew, we started learning together. She is smart and quick, and she quickly mastered many commands. Every time she successfully performs a new trick, I can’t help but praise and reward her. When QQ hears praise, her tail wags like a little fan, and her face beams with pride.

Days go by, and QQ has left a profound mark on my life. No matter what challenges the future may bring, I believe that as long as I have her companionship, I can face anything with courage. QQ, thank you for being my dog. I will take good care of you, and together, let’s welcome more beautiful moments ahead.

 

The "Innovative Products" launch ceremony of 2024 China Refrigeration Exhibition was successfully held

The successful hosting of the 2024 China Refrigeration Exhibition's "Innovative Product" unveiling ceremony marked a pivotal moment in my understanding of the refrigeration industry. As I witnessed the event unfold, I found myself immersed in a world of cutting-edge technologies and groundbreaking innovations that are reshaping the landscape of refrigeration.

                            

The unveiling ceremony provided a comprehensive showcase of the latest advancements in the industry, offering insights into the diverse array of products and solutions that are driving progress and efficiency. Amidst the presentations and demonstrations, I gained a newfound appreciation for the intricate mechanisms and engineering marvels behind refrigeration systems.

Amidst this atmosphere of innovation and discovery, our aluminum foil adhesive tape product took center stage, captivating the audience with its versatility and utility. Through engaging displays and informative discussions, I learned how our product seamlessly integrates into various aspects of refrigeration applications, offering enhanced thermal conductivity and durability.

The unveiling ceremony served as a catalyst for me to delve deeper into the intricacies of the refrigeration industry and the pivotal role that our aluminum foil adhesive tape plays within it. I realized the immense potential of our product to optimize performance, improve energy efficiency, and contribute to the advancement of refrigeration technologies.

Armed with this newfound knowledge and understanding, I am inspired to further explore the possibilities and applications of our aluminum foil adhesive tape within the refrigeration industry. I am eager to leverage its innovative features to address challenges, drive innovation, and make a meaningful impact on the future of refrigeration.

Spring is coming

Security tape knowledge sharing🙌

During our discussion on Security tape, I emphasized its importance in protecting product brands and consumer rights.  We explored various types such as tamper-evident, temperature-sensitive, and UV fluorescent tapes, discussing their features and real-world applications across industries like electronics, food, and pharmaceuticals.  

I encouraged active participation, aiming for a clear understanding and fostering a collaborative approach to enhancing product security and market competitiveness.

 This is a wonderfull and meaningful Conference during Philippines' trip

从Google Earth的远景看世界和我们自己

 

当我打开Google Earth，目睹着那浩瀚的宇宙之景，我不禁陷入沉思。我们的地球在这无垠星空中如此渺小，让人感受到无限广阔的宇宙和自身的渺小。

站在地球的角度，我们身处一个狭小的星球，它在宇宙的广袤中犹如一粒沙。虽然我们在地球上有着独特的文明和生活，但在宇宙的尺度下，这一切似乎微不足道。这种对比让我认识到，人类的存在是如此的微不足道，但同时也是如此的奇迹。在这个无边无际的宇宙中，我们是多么渺小的存在，却有机会经历生命的奇迹和创造无限可能。

当我们想象着宇宙中遥远的星系和神秘的黑洞时，我们更能感受到人类对于宇宙的一无所知。我们的科学与技术不断进步，但宇宙的奥秘仍是无法完全解释的。这种谦卑与敬畏让我们反思我们自己的存在和所处的时空。我们是多么渺小的生物，生活在这无边宇宙之中，但我们也是如此珍贵的存在，能够思考、创造和探索。

宇宙中的渺小并不是一种消极的感受，相反，它让我们看到自己与整个宇宙之间的联系。我们每一个人都是宇宙中的一部分，我们的生命与其他生命和物质交织在一起，共同构成了宇宙的壮丽画卷。我们的生命或许只是宇宙漫长历史中的瞬间，但这瞬间也有着无限的可能性和价值。

宇宙的无边与我们的渺小，让我明白我们的生命是短暂而宝贵的。我们不知道宇宙的终极目标是什么，但我们可以在自己的有限生命中追求意义和快乐。无论是追求知识、创造艺术、帮助他人还是寻找内心的平静，这些都是我们生命的价值所在。我们或许无法改变宇宙的浩瀚，但我们可以在自己有限的能力范围内影响周围的人和环境。

因此，让我们从Google Earth的远景中学会欣赏宇宙中的渺小。在自己微不足道的存在中，去感受这个世界的美丽和多样，用心去感受身边的人和事。我们虽然渺小，但我们的生命和体验却是独一无二的。在宇宙的长河中，让我们珍惜每一个瞬间，用我们的存在创造出更美好的世界。